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Michelle Ang Su Xian
My parents brought me to earth on the 04th of september 1992.
I'm in DTRM 02 in SP!
I'm currently attached to Liang YuBin.
I'm
Dominant In relationships.
Conservative.
Always wants the last word.
Argumentative.
Worries.
Dislikes noise and chaos.
Eager.
Loyal.
Easy to talk to.
Hard to please.
Harsh.
Practical and very fussy.
Often shy.
Pessimistic.
My principle is "I forgive but never forget".
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    Desires.


    -Earn more money,no more worries over money
    -Find a goal in life that i want to achieve !
    -Family to be blissful
    -To be happy everday!
    -dear to be happy everyday too
    -Find a person who loves me and know me inside out

    I want:
    a new hp
    more nice dresses
    more cute accessories
    Music.



    Sweet Nothings

    Don't be envious and just be contented with what you have! Negative comments are unwelcomed!:D

    Beloved Connections

    my dear
    Family

    Alicia sister
    ZhiMing cousin

    Childhood Friends

    Tracy
    Georgina
    xiting

    Primary School Friends

    Wan Yi
    ShiYing
    Sim Shan JIn
    WeeLeng
    Zhi Hua

    Secondary School Friends

    Hwee Fang
    Gladys
    Hyona,my partner
    Jane chai
    Jocelyn

    SP Friends

    Cheerene
    Eugene
    Eunice
    Faith
    joshua
    Meiyin

    Shermanie
    Yvonne
    Zhiyun
    Zhongjie
    Outside Friends

    Catherine
    Ceci baobei
    Chenlong kor
    Jiahui
    Marcus
    Meldric (swisz)
    Syl
    Peter
    Sherlin
    Vivian jie
    Wei Lun
    WeiSong kor


    Precious Memories

    September 2007
    October 2007
    November 2007
    December 2007
    January 2008
    February 2008
    March 2008
    April 2008
    May 2008
    June 2008
    July 2008
    August 2008
    September 2008
    October 2008
    November 2008
    December 2008
    January 2009
    February 2009
    March 2009
    April 2009
    May 2009
    June 2009
    July 2009
    August 2009


    Sunday, September 30, 2007

    today brother and uncle birthday! happy birthday ! haha!
    trim fringe today!
    din really study this weekend!
    grandmother maid go back liao! sad! wish you all the best!

    haiz stupid you la! stop asking me who i am on msn lei! dunno you really dunno or fake 1! haiz! y must i write comment for you? ask me write then i must write meh? lol!

    ok shall burn midnight oil today! exams start proper on wed till next wed! haiz! mia-ing!


    Saturday, September 29, 2007

    actually thought of miaing de till after exams ! but since i am using com so just as well blog lor! chinese exam was hard! actually i have a feeling that what topic will come out but just could not find the information the day before from the newsapaper! haiz sobs! in the end came out la! haiz ! pray hard can get 'B'!
    social studies was ok! i was smart not to study chapter 2 and 3 ! cos midyear tested liao! luckily never come out any qusestions from there!
    english was super easy! first time st margaret english exam so easy ! think can get high marks this time round! haha! super happy!
    can't wait for after exams ! which is 10 of oct!11 oct no need go school cos no exams ! after that got markng day! yippe! can't wait really! but soon will have headstart lei! till november second week bah! haiz!
    hope i can get good results!


    now always wondering why people love to spam blog lei? love to scold lai scold qu! haiz just can;t stand my sis and her friend! going help her solve this prob and restrict her from mixing with not very good influence in school de! i don't want her to follow my footsteps!
    DON'T WANT!
    NEVER!


    Thursday, September 20, 2007

    haix ! i am not on task! haiz! must chiong xia! am like two days late of revison based on my time-table i have planned! cos go homework to do ma! and dunno why felt super sleepy yesterday so sleep at 9plus without doing much! then today 5 plus 6 fell asleep and wake upat only 7 ! so watch tv and eat! got very furstrated xia! i lose temper and vent frustrations xia! thro tantrums ! long time never liao lei! werid ! mst be too stressed! after that finish emaths paper 2 and history 3 SBQ ! tomorrow gotta ask pple how to do emaths,hsitory and physics ! i am weak emotionally,mentally and physcially! gotta chiong faster!
    must resist temptaions xia ! keep wanting to use com and phone! haiz! really very scared that i cannot promote!
    i need strength and wisdom and determination and lastly SELF-DISCIPLINE!


    Tuesday, September 18, 2007

    chemistry test sux la ! so hard! first part was easy but the rest dan hard la! fucking cheebye la! i studied so hard lei !better pass at least! sian la! chionging eoy revison everyday!
    hope 10 oct come fast
    hope the days pass faster hope i can prepare finish revison just in time
    hope i can remember all the stuffs i studied
    hope i know how to answer all the questions in the exams
    hope i can get all 'B's at least and lastly
    hope i can promote to sec 4e5 !
    so many hopes! i hope all my hopes come true!
    boon! remeber your promise arh! Monokuroo boo soft toys from you the biggest 1
    when i show you my wonderful report book with all the good grades!



    whatever la! be it is your friend or you ,i am not going to care liao!i think i can never really know when are you speaking the truth or when are you not! anything you want me know or say just say la! don't beat about the bush!
    though i still have feelings for you doesn't mean i can tolerate all your nonsense ! i thought since we cannot be couple perhaps we can be friends or maybe go back to last time where we share a close relationship when we just speak our mind!ut now,i am trying my best to let go of our past relationship and be best friends but what about you ? the only thing you are capable of is to qurrael with me or talking 风凉话!
    perhaps after a broken relationship ,we can never go back to the past! ok fine! i accept this fact! i am not going to take any initative anymore to talk to you! i am fucking off your life! i just treat though i have never know you before though my feelings for you stay!
    i just hope that time can fade my feelings for you .
    BYE! YOU TAKE CARE !and the last thing i will say to you is treat your gf well and last long! BYE!

    last day using com till 10 oct!

    Monday, September 17, 2007

    guys out there, i will not be using the com from tomorrow onwards till 10 oct cos i will be spending all of my time on revision for eoy ! chiong all the way! make sure i catch up and promote to sec4e5 for everyone that loves me so that i will not disappoint them again! so chat ya wit you guys out there after exams! bye! MISS YOU!



    darn stupid amaths test! i studied la! hope i can pass at least! super hard and i got abit mental block! I KNOW MY FOMULAS SUPER WELL ! but din know how to apply sometimes ! shit la! later studying for chemistry test which is tomorrow de! leng jiejie coming to coach me cause i ask her come cause i sux at acids bases and salts! going ask her teach me everything again!
    hope can do tomorrow the test!
    stupid boon! have a a fun chat with him yesterday! boon you better delete the recordings you take when i was singing!
    i don't want tell you my weight lei! lol! no need threaten me !
    ya boon ! will pass my eoy for you! lol!


    Sunday, September 16, 2007

    haiz ! so frustrating! did not saved properly the script then have to redo! today only finish emaths paper 1 !
    yesterday went to have a big feast with whole family! 姨妈 treat us de! ya ! did not eat much! the meal of 2 table was like $1200 plus xia! so expensive can dunno eat how many times of sushi buffet! then we went chinese gardens walk walk! mum ,dad,jenny n husbandnever go ! so expenisve the ticket! $12 per person ! managed to got in time to watch the fire works ! third time watching in front of me ! nice xia! they keep taking photos but me n sis did not take ! only with vivian twice on her phone!
    then go third aunt hse stay ! squeezed in fouth uncle car! 9 people in 1 car xia!at first wanna stay in 姨妈 hse de ! but nobody can bring us down to redhill tomorrow. reach like 12 plus then sleep lor!
    here some picture kah hee kor took !

    here some pictures i took with vivian jie on her phone!
    you want know if i still love you! i said yes i still love you! but what you mean by giving you more time? i never ask for anything! i told you liao ! you got stead liao so even i still love you is no use! i am ok de! i love you does not mean i have to have you! so i am fine!


    Friday, September 14, 2007

    I have finally finish all my holiday homework! phew! now i have to finish 2 mock end-year paper ( chemistry and e maths) ,revise for a maths ,history and chemistry test which is next week!
    and EOY REVISON! i have not seriously started! 2 more weeks only! i have to chiong !
    神arh!
    please give me the energy , strength and wisdom in my 2 weeks of preparation for eoy!
    i wanna all 'b's at least for all my subjects!
    I MUST PROMOTE TO SEC 4E5!



    I gotta say what's in my mind
    Something about us
    Doesn't seem right these days
    Life keeps getting in the way
    Whenever we try, somehow the plan
    Is always rearranged
    It's so hard to say
    But I've gotta do what's best for me
    You'll be ok...
    I've go to move on and be who I am
    I just don't belong here
    I hope you understand
    We might find our place in this World someday
    But at least for now
    I gotta go my own way
    Don't wanna leave it all behind
    But I get my hopes up
    And I watch them fall everytime
    Another colour turns to grey
    And it's just too hard to watch it all
    Slowly fade away
    I'm leaving today
    'cause I'veGotta do what's best for me
    You'll be ok...
    I've got to move on and be who I am
    I just don't belong here
    I hope you understand
    We might find our place in this World someday
    But at least for now
    I gotta go my own away
    What about us?
    What about everything we've been through?
    What about trust?you know I never wanted to hurt you
    and what about me?
    What am I supposed to do?
    I gotta leave but I'll miss you
    I'll miss you
    So
    I've got to move on and be who I am
    Why do you have to go?
    I just don't belong here
    I hope you understand
    I'm trying to understand
    We might find our place in this world someday
    but at least for now
    I want you to stay
    I wanna go my own way
    I've got to move on and be who I am
    What about us?
    I just don't belong here
    I hope you understand
    I'm trying to understand
    We might find our place in this world someday
    but at least for now
    I gotta go my own away
    I gotta go my own away
    I gotta go my own away


    Thursday, September 13, 2007

    I have not revise yet xia! cannot even finished my homework! haiz! hope i can finish my revision just in time!


    Wednesday, September 12, 2007

    I can never understand and accept your reason for our break-up four months ago!
    I can never accept that it was because that I violated your principle ‘no one can look at your phone without your permission’ that make your feelings for me fade, resulting in a sudden break-up!
    I am raking it up is not because I want you to break up with your girlfriend and patch with me .I am not so selfish and I wont be snatching people boyfriend! The reason I am raking up is because I want to know the real reason that leads to our break-up as I feel it was very sudden!
    Tough I still have feelings for you; I have no intention of wanting you to break up with your girlfriend! Loving you does not mean I must have you by my side! I see that you have your happiness, I am happy for you! I even sincerely hope that you and girlfriend last long!
    Ok what past is past! Now that you have girlfriend ,I am not going to rake it up anymore ! I will let go!
    What I want now is the both of us to forget what had happen between us in the past and not to rake up the past anymore! I hope we can be close friends that can sometime chat chat on the phone, talk about each other problems and so on!
    Are you willing? I hope yes!

    I will keep our past sweet memories deep deep in my heart! Those bad ones shall be out of my mind and heart!


    Wth ! today go make Ic ! the photo I took that was super ugly! I anyhow clip my frnge n when the picture was taken ,on like 1 strand of hair on my forehead la! So ugly!


    Tuesday, September 11, 2007

    so piaseh can! yesterday wear camp t-shirt n short hotpant! cos never go anywhere! then saw whole click at hawker centre there la! they staring at me ! bet must be wondering y i dress like that?
    watch 7 pm show! then 8 plus go home n sleep! was very tired din noe y! mum say i must be never sleep the day berfore! lol! i did k!
    then today morning 5 wake up! did abit of homework! then went school alone cos supid sis la ! 6.10 liao still want sleep so i leave her alone n go myself first!
    reach school then pei sam go down eat breakfast! she was hungry! suddenly rain very heavy la! everyone got very wet! even if one was in school also will get wet! darn heavy xia! after eating went up to class for assembly ! cos hall got exams! n it was raining!
    jiaying pass me my belated birthday present! one week belated! sam.g. giving me tomorrow! she forget bring again today! lol!
    we din sing n say pledge la! haha!
    i fail my chinese test! i was the last can? cos i din study la!
    chemistry the worst today! everyone pass me outdated worksheets to hand in la ! darn frustrated! miss lee say this week last week she collect outdated homework!
    social common test quite ok!
    after that ,went staff room find mrs khur ! find qutie long xia ! went up n down ! met her on the way down from my sis class ! haha! so she coach me! then go back class! then canteen then home!
    first aunt n ncle n vivian jie here! haha ! went with vivian jie to hawker centre buy desserts! all of them discussing next year chinese new year go thailand! first aunt pay the air tickets for all of us plus food! then those we want to buy from there pay ourselves! mum n dad not going! so i am considering!must use own $ lei! fork out myself! anw thks gan-ma!
    ok later completeing hols homework (chem) n revision ! think today sleep at 12 bah! try finish as much as possible!
    blog tomorrow!


    Monday, September 10, 2007

    today go sch earlier tha usual ! cos i wanted to check the phyics answers with classmates!
    today devotion mrs tan talk about commitment ! haha! i will remember what she say!
    Social study : we went computer lab for lesson! but halfway stupid internet connection got problem ! then whole class just do their own stuffs! talk ,play games! i was drawing monokuroo boo pigs on paint on computer! LOL!
    English:got back new south whales ! as usual got only participation! haiz! then did some grammar worksheet i would say !
    Recess: eat teriyaki chicken rice with egg plus 2 chesse tofu n 1 winter melon drink! the i go photocopy history stuffs!
    Physics: was late for like 1 min! then mr eng caught sam la! then she stand at the back! so i own up then jia ying then nat! LOL! for awhile then he ask us sit down! i forget bring notes! he say today special offer! so no punishment ! lol! was abit slpy! din really understand the lesson! haiz gt retest la cos he wana c does peer tutoring help us to do better in test!
    Pure history: mr lee darn boring xia! was like fallong aslp la! luckily got crystal! she use pencil poke me ,pinich me also no use ! just pain only i still felt slpy! michelle tham la ! keep asking same question! then mr lee spent 1 hour talking on communisim n democracy! sian!
    E maths : got back my mrt ! just pass xia ! cos that time mental block at 2 question if not could hav scored full marks de ! lol!
    Lunch: eat fish burger n 2 cheese tofu plus 1 pkt of milo!
    Chemistry peer tutoring: give out the ws ! waulau! everyone crowd around my table! din reaally know how to do the question!
    then go find mrs khur ask a maths questions ! she helping another girl so i meet her tomorrow!
    then go sis class find her! did my work there! cannot really concetrate cos her fren la ! so kpkb! scream here n there! then 5 plus go home! haiz ! revise n finish my hols homework later!
    EOY COMING! so guys mus work hard k? me too! good lucks guys!

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    Sunday, September 9, 2007

    i m so dead ! did not finish hols homework! going complete 2mr bah? haiz! wed going make ic! sian! i gonna chiong n burn midnight oil if can! ok gtg! blog 2mr bah!



    I M GOING TO CHIONG ALL THE WAY TILL EOY! IF I GET AT LEAST A 'B'S FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS, MUM GOING SIGN A LINE N PHONE FOR ME! YIPPE!



    I M GOING TO CHIONG ALL THE WAY TILL EOY! IF I GET AT LEAST A 'B'S FOR ALL MY SUBJECTS, MUM GOING SIGN A LINE N PHONE FOR ME! YIPPE!



    went bugis ytd night! wau lau! me n sis took mrt to city hall there to meet wit susan jie den go t bugis but in the end i was left behind at city hall! cos the mrt train door closed before i could go in! my god la! i dont hav hp lei! so i wait for another train! i was thinking i bet 1 will come city hall find me 1 will wait for me there! lol! i took the next train!
    in the end my sis reali go city hall n find me but oso duno hw she end up in plaza sing la! den me n susan jie jus head straight to bugis village to buy sling bag n wait for sis!
    i bought 1 bronze colour sling bag,2 tshirts each for me n sis,1 blue top for me,1 monokuroo boo top for sis ( i envy her b cos i don think i can fit in it) !
    den ltr we head to bugis junction cos is like 9 plus n we hav nt eat! we order 1 pasta each n 2 combo sets! ( garlic bread+ soup+drink) 1 cream of tomato ,1 abc soup!
    i took the cheese frm other tables cos ours dont hav! haaha!
    aft tt we go hm!
    loitier at hawker centre with mum ,dad,bro,sis n uncles!
    wth! saw sherman agn! the day before ytd oso! y keep coming redhill? somemore this tme round wiyh david? so weird ! .......
    ok 11plus going 12 go hm bathe n slp!

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    Saturday, September 8, 2007

    I LOVE BAOBEI jie 4EVA!



    wake up quite early today! call darx darx! he say i boxin! lol! sry la! free then i will call u!
    did abit of hw today! In the afternoon, me ,sis n miss loh had a chat on religions! nw hav a better understanding on my own religion n christen ! haha! lol! haiz still gt alot of hw to do! think today i m going to burn midnight oil! haiz! going out wit susan jie ltr! going to dig a hole in her pocket! lol! nw waiting for susan jie to call!


    Friday, September 7, 2007

    for the past 2 days i hav been attending leadership training frm 8.30 am to 5.30 pm! i will b very tired by the time i reach hm! tt y i nvr do my hw! which is so dead for me cos hols ending n somemore i hav nt revised for eoys ! 3 more wks to go xia!
    this hols everyday go sch la! haiz! tt y no time to study!
    anw i hav learn many values during the traning! i hope i can b a influencial leader in future!
    these values r defintely useful to me! i will cherish it n apply them in my life frm nw onwards!
    ltr going sch for higher chinese !

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    Wednesday, September 5, 2007

    I M SAD B COS U NVR RMB MY BDAE! I WAS HOPING TT U WILL WISH ME ! HAIZ!



    wake up at abt 5 plus 6 ytd! went 2 bathe den do sum chem qns! prepare myself 2 go sch! 8.30 leave hse take bus! was abit late 2 mit miss chiam ! but was nt any rushing ! cos i din wan 2 mit de! aft tt i was lyk moody!2wks ltr miting her agn? haiz! i nth 2 sae lor! den go mit miss lee for chem consultaion! den finally understand mole concept! lol! ok den walk wit mrs khur 2 class ! she sae sch reopens den she mit me! i feel lyk all my teachers r caring 4 me! tt so nice! ok ! i reach class ! sam,jiaying,liyi,grace n i dun rmb hu.... started wishing me happy bdae 1 by 1! but i was lyk still moody so sry gers! sam gib me the present thk sam! ,jiaying 4get 2 bring ! its ok ! presents is nt wad i reali wan 4 my bdae! a wish frm u is more than enuff! den amaths lesson finish! pple start 2 wish me happy bdae ! haha! went 2 eat outside sch! we lyk 8 pple! liyi,sam,jiaying, joccelyn,isabella ,jane chai,mabel n me! mabel,jane,liyi n me were planning 2 b late for higher chinese cos canteen no food den go out sch lor! we eat thai food! mabel,jane,joccelyn n me eat pineapple rice! the rest eat beef noodle! sp paiseh sia! dey all baka baka la! send msg 2 each other! except liyi ! sam pass fone 2 her! i wanted c but she dun let! lol! was wondering den suddenky 1.2.3! den dey started singing bdae songg! wow everybodoy looking at me la! i cover my face worx so paiseh! ok den walk bk sch ! we were late lyk 40 mins ! nt bad wad! go in class nat pass me my presents ! thk nat!den ya!
    aft class go tiong wit mum ,bro n sis! dad go part time wrk! mum sae him 2dae ur nu-er bdae u nvr pei her but go wrk? lol! it ok! wrk more impt! take 186 ! stop aft ges de bustop! walk 2 tiong! went popular! shop awhile! i bought a bolster! monokuroo boo! 1 end ish the white pig the other end the black pig! i love the black 1 2 the max!
    den went hm! took 63! so packed la! saw ky! haha!
    reach shop watch abit of the wedding video! den went bk at 7 sth!eatch tv n slp till 9 den go dwn! was tired so hug my pigs n slp on sofa! lol! went dwn 2 eat steamboat! ah chuan uncle treat de! all the uncles cum dwn! sum r stranger 2 me! haha! den ltr boon,thomas,marvin,boi,n uncles!dey all cum dwn frm shitua! i ask dem 4 my presents !lol! ok ! hav quite a nice tym quarreling wit boon ! toking wit marvin n thomas! boon arh boon rmb wad u sae ! 10 yrs dwn the road n we shall c!
    ok ! woke up at abt 5 plus 2dae oso! use com! saw friendster coment n blog tag! thks pple! i love u all! n boon ,my msn i sd u liao! lol! wad aft bully me den go hm sd friendster msg wanna add meon msn?lol! ANW!
    HAPPY BELATED BDAE 2 MICHELLE ANG N TRACY ANG!


    Monday, September 3, 2007

    2mr i will turn 15! mus b more obedient n filial!
    wonder any1 will get anything for me or even wish me happy bdae! i bet the person i want most 2 wish me will nt rmb my bdae! haiz! sobs!


    Sunday, September 2, 2007

    Bad Boy
    Remember the feelings, remember the day
    My stone heart was breaking
    My love ran away
    This moments I knew I would be someone else
    My love turned around and I fell
    Be my bad boy, be my man
    Be my week-end lover
    But don't be my friend
    You can be my bad boy
    But understand
    That I don't need you in my life again
    Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
    Be my week-end lover
    But don't be my friend
    You can be my bad boy
    But understand
    That I don't need you again
    No I don't need you again
    You once made this promise
    To stay by my side
    But after some time you just pushed me aside
    You never thought that a girl could be strong
    Now I'll show you how to go on
    Be my bad boy, be my man
    Be my week-end lover
    But don't be my friend
    You can be my bad boy
    But understandThat I don't need you in my life again
    Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
    Be my week-end lover
    But don't be my friend
    You can be my bad boy
    But understand
    That I don't need you again
    No I don't need you again



    i wanna thk oenry 4 ytd! i will rmb all the things u say ytd! i wun brk my parents heart anymore!


    Saturday, September 1, 2007

    i gonna concentrate on my studies for this last 3 wks! mus wrk hard 4 tyms more! i fail lyk 6 subjects for term 3 ! i hope i dun drop to na or retain! pls dun! MUS PUT IN 4 TYMS MORE
    EFFORT THIS 3 WKS!