Friday, May 30, 2008
went shintua just now. Now use boon phone to surf net. Haha.met sherlin at shintua. I so miss her.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
yesterday watch 命中注定我愛你 episode 11!
story getting more nice sia!
everyday need go school from 8am to 12.30pm ...
abit sian but ok la better than normal school days...
i gonna have emaths mock test tomorrow ....
heard it gonna be ok de la...
but 2 hours leh...
then later also will have 2 hours of history...
abit boring...
hope can be a bit interersting...
then saturday gonna have flag day..
my class allocated orchard...
sian...
orchard sure no pple donate de lor...
and i must follow my friends cos i confirm get lost de...
then after that need go aunt condo for bbq...
haha..
recently don't like to eat lor...
sunday meeting him go sentosa with his friends...
so long never meet him le
kinda miss him...
one mth no meet him le..
he busy with his work...
hope he everyday did get good rest..
don't know why he need to work till 5 plus morning leh?
ok la..
shall stop here
i want to tell you
我很想你!你能?
Sunday, May 25, 2008
currently at aunt condo...
to celebrate my cousins bdae!
haha!
i just finish 1 chinese compo...
just now i and my sis went to the gym for workout....
1 hr sia...
think tomorrow i confirm muscle cramp...
whole body i bet...
sian...
Saturday, May 24, 2008
i missing him.....
haha...
so xin tong him..
cos he work till 6 plus in the morning..
then he sleep so many pple call him..
one plus he head off to work again...
poor him...
call me at 1 plus ytd but i was sleeping...
though i did pick up but ...
i now don't remember what i say ..
haha
before he head for work got call me...
hehe..
i think i am having 相思病。。。
hmm...
this few days reflecting on my results...
think of ways to improve and catch up...
planning to study with wanyi at queetown library aft her mt 'o' bah ...
no matter what must chiong....
Monday, May 19, 2008

Love is not to forget but to forgive,
not to see but to understand,
not to hear but to listen,
not to let go but to HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like,
because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends
and says, '...that's her.'
雨过天晴了
what a relief...
and have spoken my mind le...
and we have clear the misunderstandings...
just watched finish 命中注定我爱你 ep 10...
i am kind of addicted to watching...
its so touching...
can't wait for next week to watch ep 11.
tomorrow getting back mye papers...
i already know i fail 5 subjects...
english,pure chem ,amaths,higher chinese and wonder what is the other subject..
i really want to know this time round where i get wrong...
i don't know how to break the news to my parents...
they won't believe me de...
they defintely say cos i am not focused ...
i talk on the phone,sms,use com and go out...
i really studied hard for mye ...
i sweared i did...
if i did not i won't feel so bad when i know i failed 5 subjects..
june hols is really a time for me to catch up...
i will revise all the sec3 work thoroughly!
cannot repeat my mistakes in prelims and O LEVELS!
later going resturant to eat !
another good dinner...
cos my aunt won lottery then treat us..
these few weeks ...
every week sure at least once got eat good food de..
i getting fat...
exam period lose 2 kg...
i think i gaining it back soon..
i recently been so lazy ...
have not been exercising ..
hmm..
slim down is a hard job!
tomorrow before leaving for school, i shall write a note to keep my parents mentally prepared..
if not i bet they going get heart attack...
hope they understand!
Sunday, May 18, 2008
i will pull myself up de!
Thanks for everyone concern.
esp lynn,yiyi,nat ng,jia ying,liyi,nat teow,chenlong...
wanna thank chenlong ,ceci and jia jun for always been there for me...
i know you three have been hearing me cry for many times recently...
i feel so weak haha!
thank wanyi ,katherine and all those for your concern...
i will work harder and smarter de...
98 days to prelim and i am planning my revision le...
i will get all sorts of help this time round ..
haiz i don't know is it i think too much or what !
i just don't feel good.
so long no meet le...
you like never mind...
i know you busy at times
but tomorrow you free and you rather stay at home?
i don't know is it because i am not understanding towards you
or is just really i mean nothing to you?
can you tell me?
i don't want to disturb you
but i cannot predict when you free..
i always have second thought on whether to call you or msg you..
i am afraid you are busy with cca? basketball?eating?sleeping?guitar? .....
i don't know is it i think to much .
ok never mind.
shall put aside these thoughts and concentrate on my studies...
ok la! end here ! hope you will see this and know how i feel!
Friday, May 16, 2008
just came back from school.
thanks for lynn,yiyi,li yi,nat ng and jia ying comforting me.
feel a bit better le!
sorry lynn and yiyi .
i hid in the toliet because i did not want people to see me.
thank for all your efforts .
sorry lynn for chasing after me, bending down to see into the toliet cubicle and ignoring you.
sorry yi yi for climbing onto the toliet bowl at the cubicle next door to check on me and for ignoring you when you ask me questions again and again.
i really thanks everyone .
i felt cared for!
i just cannot face the reality that i failed 5 subjects!
that why i broke down immediately when miss choo told me.
At that time i really felt like its the end.
i know crying and mourning won't help.
but i just can't help it at that moment.
perhaps you all were right .
my study methods were wrong bah so no matter how hard i had study is of no use.
and perhaps i am unsure about last year topics taught!
miss choo is right. i cannot cry as i had not study hard last year. that why this year cannot catch up.
i really want my As for all my subjects.
i will take nat ng advice to take a break today and start revision bit by bit tomorrow.
ask when in doubt .
100 more days to prelims.
i striving harder and smarter!
Thanks ya! my loved friends! Sorry for worrying you guys!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
watch finish 命中注定我爱你 episode 9
hmm sadded!
cos must wait till next week to watch episode 10!
taiwan only show 1 episode per week!
can't wait!
finding the 心愿便利贴de song in iwebmusic to put on blog!
but cannot find!
wanna upload mine to get the html but can't
cos mine not in wma format!
sobs!
haiz!
never pick my call
never reply my msg
haiz!
miss him a lot
i so useless!
haiz!
about 3 weeks no see le
i so so so miss him!
want to meet him today but...he can't
haiz!
hmm yesterday sleep till 11 plus then go bathe !
then went down for lunch with family.
we eat teochew porrige!
haha!
long time no eat le!
yeah!
then susan jie call and ask want go where ?
i say cycling but it was raining.
sobs!
so she say go bowling then perhaps watch movie at west mall!
i grumble though cos i don't want to bowl!
i don't know how to ma!
actually is is sux at it
haha!
but still went lor!
alight at clementi!
then her friend fetch us to the bukit batok county club.
yeah on the way i was quarrelling with him through msgs!
my mood and day was spolit.
so didn't really have fun bowling though i did strike !
cool ar?
haiz then after that someone fetch us to jurong east mrt .
we took train to bugis and another person fetch us from there.
guess what?
we went marine parade the big splash there to drink coffee at starbucks! lol
then we went for steamboat!
me ,my sis and cousin were freaked out by the dog while going into the restarunt.
then cousin friend was like no wonder you three really one family de
all scare of dogs!
have tom yam steamboat !
didnt eat much no mood!
then later we went home!
on the way out got two dogs!
wowo could not get out
cos the dogs were tied at the entrance!
then the friends and the owner block the dogs and we ran out!
then..
we direct the friend to send us home!
hahaa!
ok then i was tired.
cal him and then deceide not to meet 2mr!
then marcus dar cal and we chat lor!
haaaha!
i realised i 5 mths plus no see him le!
miss him!
haha!
after that went to sleep cos got sch at 8!
4 hrs of chinese!
haiz!
why you unhappy over such small things!
i hope you can tell me straight away when you are unhappy with me!
Don't bottle it all in your heart
then when we disagree over something,
you blurt everything out!
bbq that time is i got no sch the next day that why can stay out so late till 10 plus
but 2mr i got sch that why cannot
hope you understand!
and btw regarding my sister came along when we go out last month!
i also don't want de ma!
but she tag along i cannot stop her!
she also didn't follow us ma!
ok the movie she did !
but i just want to tell you that is not i want de !
don't angry le k?
hope you understand!
i really love and cherish you a lot!
Happy One Month Anniversay !
Saturday, May 10, 2008
yesterday is marvin tan 19 th birthday.
haha! call him after school to wish him happy birthday.
then he never pick up.
a while later his friend call back say he riding on bike cannot ans!
ask me what i want to say he help me pass the message! wahahah!
i say i just wanna wish him happy birthday lor!
haha! ask if me wanna join the celebration! i say nah ! no need la!
then i go home! go hawker centre fnd mum and dad and bro!
they eating their lunch! haha!
then i tell them is marvin birthday and he ask me join in the celebration !
hahaha! they let me go ! so i cal him lor ! wow they going bukit batok xia! so far!
luckily they fetching me! so i go home and change then i call him .
one very funny thing is he say meet at the bustop then he saw mum and dad so he call me say change venue .
haha ! he so scared of them ! they know liao la ! so ya went into the car and went tiong to eat! guess who i saw ! timothy ! wow darn long never see him la! haha!
he couldnt recongise me ! say i change a lot le!
from pri 6 he say i was abit nerd then now so different! haha!
then i went back long john and marvin ask wow talk to guys arh later your mum and dad scold me !
haha! lol! after eat le! go marvin hse he go change! and then we go warehouse buy liquor .
then after that we go bukit batok the friend hse wait for him to change ! then we go repair motorcycle but i think the boss not ready bah
so we went west mall walk walk cos 5pm then the food will come !
after walk walk we went to fetch another guy at west mall working at the pasta mania!
wow he treat marvin darn good xia! he bake about 6 pizzas and 1 banana pizza ( people say very nice de).
then we go to the pit le! we wait there for his friends to come! i darn sian ! then the friends come almost everybody bring liquor or beer!
wow wanna drunk marvin xia! marvin so dead! got 10 bottles of liquor xia !
they also buy total 3 birthday cakes wanna smash onto his face !
so poor thing la him! haha!
orh ya i manage t click off well with two guys and this bunch of girls! all ex-queenway sec de!
this girls drag me take pics with them!



then we drag marvin in haha!


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these are some of the pics i took of marvin when he kana smashed ! haha! chocolate cakes on him!
She live near bukit merah! we took $10 from marvin to take cab!
i paid $0.80 and she paid $1.00 ! hahaha!
lol! cos we don't want take too much from marvin ma!
HAHA! chat on the way !
she send me all the way to my doorstep say hello to my mum and dad then she left!
i took this pic with her while waiting for the lift!

i never blog everything la! so much and was lazy! haha! but that all about it! and yeah was darn tired xia! bathe hao le call oenry say i reach home le and assure him i did not drink at all then i slept!