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stay back todaywith sam yeo, sam G, lynn and gladys!
we went to the sch library
i did my amaths revision
till 5 plus then i leave sch
miss two bus
was so pissed
then waited for like 20 mins
a bus came
but it's full
idoit
then 10 mins later another came
stupid la
waited like 30 mins for a bus
kor cal me
and i chatted with him on the way home

then buy dinner ,eat and watch tv at the same time
fold clothes ,bathe then start amaths revision again at 8pm till now
haha
i manage to do do chaps of review questions
but got questions i dont know how to do
so tomorrow asking either mrs chua or friends
i gonna make appointment with mrs chua tomorrow
i wanna ask her to teach me the chapter on trigo
cos i kind of really sux at it
hope will be prepared by thurs amath test on trigo and differentation
though is just a test
i am studying darn hard for it
cos i am also treating it as revision for prelims
haha
i must jiayou!
thanks everyone for your concern and help!

ps:
dear so cute xia
call him and he pick up ans one question then immediately fall asleep snoring
haven even hang up the phone la
haha
think he too tired le

ok time to sleep
tomorrow a new day!
yeah!

wth
i did not believe what marcus say about his starhub student plan!
cant believe the same plan now and last year so much difference!
now they get unlimited sms/mms to anyone
wth
but ok la
i also no need so much sms
2000 is more than enough for me
haha

today i got tricked by that idoit jia jun!
msg me say
call me urgently got bad news
in the end
i call him straight away
and he say haha you never see the msg properly arh?
din you scroll down?
was a bit pissed at first xia!

i went to trick marvin meldric ceci marcus and bf
marvin and bf got trick !
haha
yeah
indeed is 不好玩!

today did my history homework
then start to revise amaths trigo again
but nothing productive la
cos i really could not do leh
went to heymaths
but is like not much help

haha shalaka advise me for what i should do for revison
i really appreciate
i really felt so loved and cared for
people tagging me msg me call me
to advise me to guide me to comfort me
thank everyone!

aunt call at 11 plus and i was sleeping.
she asked if i want to go for the talk again.
went for buddhist fellowship at 3pm.
this time round was the youths !
the youths were very friendly but i wasnt really..
though i do smile but i never really talk..
was really shy..
haha
i learnt about right and wrong intentions and central desire today..
after about 2 hour session
they were heading to vivo for dinner
but me and slyiva never go
uncle pick us up and we went da bo working place to eat then go home le
next week going again but the next week is do community work
after that going to some condo to celebrate my cousin cousin birthday

so in the end today never study
then tomorrow i am gonna study!

sorry baobei to worry you!
i know i am wrong to think that life is meaningless and that i wont want to live if i cannot make it for o level.
but its because i am lagging behind and my foundation is not strong enough
then thay why i trying my best to study..
but i really cannot do a lot of questions and have a lot of quries about the chapters and subjects
and i don't know who to turn for help
as in ask my friends for a few questions are fine but i have a lot
and they themselves have things to do like tution and so on
as for teachers i really dont dare to approach them
as in i know they are always there and will be more willing to help
but its like what can i ask them ? to teach me the chapter over again?
that stops me from approaching them
haiz
the thought of not knowing my subjects well really terrify me ...
what if i cannot make it for my O LEVEL?
what if? i surely wont be able to take it.
i felt so useless..

ok maybe next week onwards will be better cos i am done for self study sessions 3 days a week.
this creates an opportunity for me to consult my teachers straight.
perhaps i have to take a step at a time and not rush and stress myself up.
perhaps i am just being too impatient of wanting to hurry clear all my doubts,
so i should just plan my time well and pace myself..
i prayed that i can overcome my fears.

bored
i am very bored!
luckily 2mr sch reopen le..
bet i gonna be busy with sch work and revision for prelims and o lvl

just now ceci baobei drop by cousin shop and had a quick chat with me..
ytd her bbq i never go ma
so she just drop by to see me..
she commented that my hair short...
haha
i agree too
i miss my longer hair..
luckily my hair grow fast
so think like 2 mths later my hair sure grow back the same length le
hmm
2mr baobei bdae worx
18 years old le worx..
haaha
one thing i sad for you is your english exam is 2mr too.
hope you today dont stay up with bf till so late!
you better listen to me!
haha~
if not later i angry!
haha

friday
wake up
eat sushi prepared by aunt
then went watch show awhile on youtube
then go bathe..
after that
went cut hair with slyvia
the hair cut was screwed up..
i regret a lot...
then bussed to taka wisma with aunt and slyvia.
cos she wanna buy clothes and shoes..
haha..
aunt was like like anything ?buy? i pay!
i was like don want la
the things here so ex..
she say its ok
once a while
xi huan jiu hao le
i bought 2 tops
the green top cost 30 plus the white one cost about 20!
wow
i never spent so much on clothes de..
so thank ya aunt...
headed home at 6 plus..

ytd spent my day doing amaths..
i know i am lagging behind...
so i gotta catch up...
thanks slyvia for encouraging me that 4 more mths to o lvl
i can still catch up and do well
i felt so much encouraged
she say i must have a goal in mind then i can be more motivated!
i thought it over...
i just want get the best results i can get
so that i can have a freedom of choice later...
i have a lot of qns to ask frens on mon!
haha!
lynn is one of them that has already agreed to help me...
thank lynn

now at cousin shop
help her tend..

btw got one person that i wanna thk is my chenlong kor..
he is always there for me..
haha
happy or sad?
alway there
i love chenlong kor!

came back from ps
bought a black top...
is off-shoulder...
pei cousin buy his flute..
$1000 plus xia...
his interest ..
no choice..
haha..
hope he treasure it

think 2mr going cut hair bah..
at first today wanna cut de but jean yip darn ex..
they say from $38.90 onwards ..
wow...
so ex..
better not...
i wanna save $..
haha

now at aunt hse....

now at aunt hse...
i am staying over for another night..
haha
going out with cousin and aunt later..

sleep tgt with my two cousins ytd..
chat with gavin before sleep..
kenneth was the last to sleep..
he was using com..
when i wake up ,
i got a blanket..
guess is kenneth put it on me..
thanks!
if noti will feel cold..

wake up ,eat breakfast prepare by aunt
nice duh!

ok
later then blog...
now going out le to ps bah.

guess what i took the intatitive to date my bf out..
haha
but still haven decide want go where

just went for a buddhist talk on karma?
haha!
ok la
i understand what that dr teo was saying at least..
now staying over at my aunt hse...

i suddenly miss him...
hopeto see you soon!

sick!
i having a cold for 3 days!
now my i sprain my neck too!
hardly can move my head..
cos it will be hurtful..
recently been talking to meldric...
he's kind of not himself this few days cos of some problems
hope he don't think so much and cheer up k...

first 2 weeks of hols were like normal school days..
3rd week i everyday go shin tua da ri zi..
now last week le
study...
i must...
no matter what...
but today my body a bit weak..
so i think i shall burn midnight oil le...

ytd i put my present for my dad in the cupboard
but doubt he see i
ltr he come back from work then i tell him
happy belated father days

haiz..
mum been scolding me for the right things and wrong things..
intially i was angry and hurt at times cos of the harsh words she said to me
cos it has been a period of time le..
and i keep wondering where i gone wrong
ytd i cnt take it anymore..
so i confide in cousin .
she enlighten me
she say mum is stressed over money..
and that explains why she been scolding me and my siblings
its her way of frusrations..
and her only way cos we are her children
i understand le
i must ti liang my mum
i guess i will tink twice when i spend $
and try my best to make my mum less worry abt me...

hmmm...
i really by hook or by crook must get into a jc next yr

but i feel rather stressed up nw
pple finishing papers by papers
but i still there revising my basics
lagging behind
i knw i must go on my own pace
but see others like so smart and fast
i got peer pressure..
URGH!!!
i feel like just close my eyes and sleep
and never wake up...
then i no need worry about my studies le...
guess i just gonna make good use of the remaing days before sch starts...
study through the night hao le
cos morning an afternoon darn noisy
stupid lift upgrading...
sch reopen i cnt slack at all...
URGH
i need to grit my teeth through this last 4/5 mths..

then we went to

to have dim sum for breakfast....

yummy!

After the breakfast the adults went to casino

and the kids ?

to the theme park...

haha

outdoor theme park

my bro and cousin

my cousin and bro me,my cousin,bro and sis

indoor theme park

meet the adults at 1 plus .

some went to check in while others went to eat again

after bathing blah blah..

some sleep

some go shopping

we went starbucks buy coffee too...

and me even though so full le

when i saw black forest cake

i drool

haha

then my cousin buy for me

haha

bought something for daddy (father day gift) and oenry...

then dinner time

take a ride down the mountain abit

the coffeeshop

nice food

cost RM 400 plus

cheap and delicious...

then went back hotel

kids go slp,

adults go casino ,

older cousins go drink...

next day

i am the first to wake up...

wake the others up..

run here and there to the other rooms..

darn busy la...

then the adults go casino again!

kids stay in hotel...

me pei my cousin go buy pizzas

she say here the pizzas nice

so we walk all the way to buy...

then must wait half an hour

so i went arcade play...

going genting soon
friday 11.30 pm...
will be back by monday...

haiz...
i don't know what the problem between the two of us...
perhaps we lack the understanding...
what i expect of you and you expect of me , we both are unsure...
we need to communicate everything honestly...
getting you to give in to me seems hard!
but don't you realise that all these while i been giving in to you?

i only want you wake up le go work or what msg me let me know..
so that i know if you busy i don't go disturb you..
and when i msg you no matter how late you saw the msg give me a reply at least?

i think i have to stop taking the old you to compare with the present you...
you did change...
i should not have anymore expectation of you...
因为期望越高， 矢望越大。
i will just let nature takes its course.....

i hope you can give in to me for once?
i love you!

just watch finish 命中注定我爱你 episode 12....
so touching till i teared...
now waiting for next episode ...

Sunday-1st june
intially supposed to meet him at 8 at his house to wake him up...
after i woke him up , as i was just about to leave the house, my dad came out of the room
and he asked me where i was heading to?
i told him to meet oenry? ytd oenry already spoken to mum le ma?
then my mum came out and said he did not say so early.
she said that he told her i am meeting him after his basketball competition.
so i call him again and he said he did said and my mum insisted he did not..
ok so in the end i went mac with my family for breakfast first then at 10 plus then i headed to telok blangah community centre.
i watched the basketball competition till 12 plus before heading to vivo..
then we reached siloso beach at 2 plus bah..
yeah i had enjoyed myself... playing games with them..
his friends were extremely friendly...
i can say they played very wildly...
haha
went to bathe at 7 plus and then we headed home..
we cabbed to redhill from vivo..
guess what we waited for about half an hour and he was very pissed..
reached at 9 plus and we had dinner at redhill hawker centre..
then home sweet home..
i unpacked and wash my stuffs,bathe and boom i was asleep immediately...
oh ya i became darker... gosh!
Monday-2nd june
after school went home.
bathe, read newspaper and boom i slept from 4 till 7...
then have my dinner at home and bused to shintua ..
had a chat with gina cousin who just come back from sentosa for her choir camp while waiting for my turn..
大爷伯说我要有注心，自己判断事情。
haha
i am gonna think carefully about his advice...
Tuesday-3rd june
i just caused my hse to have a power failure think cos of the cpu.... hope it can be fixed soon..
anw...
i screwed my prelim oral cos i din know what to talk..
mrs seet ask me to see her every week when school reopen so that she can coach me..
thank mrs seet and she just passed me a cd for me to practise my oral..
now i am gonna revise amaths differentation so that i can understand clearly what mrs chua is teaching for intergration... cos it is the reverse process.. haha..