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MIA-ing till 12 nov!
meanwhile people can call me if need to find me urgently!
Thanks!

I have been a relationship consultant recently!
Two of my friends have been asking me how to deal with his problems with their gfs
haiya!
I, myself also cannot handle a relationship properly,
what position am i to advise you?

To d:
I really hope you will consider my advice!
What you going through now is what i had gone through!
I understand how you feel and no one else can more than i do!
really!
Don't hurt yourself in any way!
It's foolish!
I am glad that you choose to confide in me!
Please don't lock yourself in the house and do hang up with your friends!
I don't know why you don't want them to know neither do you want to contact them.
But hope you will wake up soon and open up to them again!
And please rememeber i will be available to listen to you!
Feel free!
love ya!
take care!

ok ! off to study again!
three more days!
i am almost prepared!

Thanks mum for your concern!
I promised i will do all my best!
I promised i will not give myself too much stress!
Thanks for letting me know that even if i cannot make it to the jc i want,
so long as i did my best,
poly is also another good alternative to pursure my studies!

DISTRACTIONS!
i am keeping all the distractions away!
TV,PHONE,COMPUTER!

I MISS MY PARENTS AND
SIBLINGS!
IT HAS BEEN 12 DAYS SINCE I
LAST SEEN THEM

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I scewed up my physics O level practical a bit!
I drew the wrong graph!
It's suppose to be a curve and i drew a line!
haiz!
then the
last question,
ask me to determine my resistance from the graph
my answer will definetly be wrong if i plot the wrong graph!
the other question ,
the planning part,
i didn't know how to manipulate the equation!
so i am unsure of whether i got it right!
haiz!
This is so depressing!

gotta do well for the paper 1 and 2 to pull up!
5 more days to O level!
STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you my best guy friend keith for yesterday!
YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU !
everlasting love with ying ok?

yes, indeed!
i should end my misery and yearning!
by refraining myself and trying to keep a distance from him!
this way
i might be able to forget him !

time passed
i am left with 6 days to my 'O's!
perseverance and confidence are what i needed most!

last of all,
i hope keith can pass 'O's too!
haha!
the only one in that click that takes 'O's!

i don't know what should i say?
maybe the timming was wrong!
but i did not do it on purpose!
if like that, you angry,
i apologise!
then what's else can i do?

yes, i think that you had changed!
but your petty character is still there!
And i really hate it!

i really hate myself for easily getting affected by you!
i really hate myself for that!

i don't know why i will naturally be very concerned about you!
i don't know why!
No matter what you do, how you are feeling, what happen to you,
i will always be the most concerned one sometimes even more than you do!
haiz!
i really got nothing to say!
really!

did not do much work today!
keep waking up though i slept at 10 plus yesterday!
had nightmares!
wake up at 6 plus
and keep morning call someone to wake up for n level!
call like some madwoman!

had long long long chats with aunt!
aunt bake breads!
yummy!
did only few questions of maths and study a bit of chem!

chemistry o level practical tomorrow!
had everything prepared!
waking up at 5am tommorow!
a long long journey to school from aunt house again!
haiz!
the thought of it makes me no mood!

TIRED!
i am seriously exhuasted from studying!
studying studying studying!
chionging everyday!

wake up at about 9 plus
and everyone in the house was gone!
uncle went work as usual,
kenneth went to poly
gavin went sch
and aunt?
went to serve as a volunteer at the minds!
slyvia is the uni hostel!

breakfast was on the table
but i never touched it!
bathe and started revising!
till now
though there are breaks in between for meals and rest time!

cousin gavin really darn slack!
come home at 4 plus and watch tv till now!
as though there isn't o level!
haha!
nag at him also won't listen!

After doing scgs emaths paper , i think i am going to sleep!
really tired!

just watch finish hot shot ep 11
darn touching!
da yi's love for her so deep!
till he 's willing to protect his love rival?
haha
i can't wait for the next episode!

OKOK
off to chiong study with my cousin!

After knowing what had always been a mystery,
i realise ignorance is a bliss!
After knowing,
i don't know why i feel very hurt
to the extent that it seems that i had lost my loved ones!
whenever i look back and recall what you had done to me,
i really feel like a knife has been stab into my heart again!

i know you for barely two years!
i can't believe it myself that my feelings for you are so deep
to the point that despite the hurt you had thrice inflicted on me
i still have feelings for you!
Everyone is right!
i am the most dumb woman ever!

After knowing,
i really don't know what to say!
cause i don't really accept and agree with all that you had said!
After i thought a while
what's the use of pursuing?
what's the use of knowing all the TRUTH?
it's the past le!
There's no point in knowing whether you are serious,
whether whatever you said was true!

the bus journey home was indeed a lot of thinking!
i thought it through!
i shall not look back to the past!
forget all about it!

the only solution i think is the best for the two of us is
we shall not bring up the past anymore!
forget all about the times we were together!
and just treat it as we just know each other
and there's no past between the two of us!

no more hatred and anger!
only happiness and friends forever!
ok?

off to study!
chionging with cousin!
burning midnight oil together!

Labels: Forget the past and move on

i did the duman sec emaths paper,
studied two chaps of chem
and did one physics paper 1!
i am darn slack!
i don't know why!
i just felt really really tired!
and a terrible headache always stop me from moving on!
tml must study more because i did not complete today's revision!
haiz!
stressed!
i need strength and determination!

luckily now i got my cousins to coach me!
thanks a lot!
off to sleep!
tml wake up 5 and study!
bye!

rest in peace grandma!
you will always live in my heart!

we are friends again!
that was amazing!
2 months plus flies and my grandma brought us back together!
i don't think i will even talk to you at all if not for my grandma funeral!
i have forgiven you but i will never forget what you had done!

yesterday was graduation day!
had the ceremonry!
took a lot pics!
received farewell gifts from friends!
thanks ya!

currently at cousin hse!
this two weeks, i am going to stay here!
to study!
two more weeks before o !
time flies!
my L1R5 for prelims was 25!
L1R4 was 17!
i really don't know how they calculate!
though this results were not ideal,
i was quite satisfied with myself!
i finally pass my el and pure chem!
i made huge improvement in amaths , chem and pure hist!

my aim for o is like L1R5 -8
i want to acheive it!
i want to make it to SAJC!
and i will definetly succeed!