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Michelle Ang Su Xian
My parents brought me to earth on the 04th of september 1992.
I'm in DTRM 02 in SP!
I'm currently attached to Liang YuBin.
I'm
Dominant In relationships.
Conservative.
Always wants the last word.
Argumentative.
Worries.
Dislikes noise and chaos.
Eager.
Loyal.
Easy to talk to.
Hard to please.
Harsh.
Practical and very fussy.
Often shy.
Pessimistic.
My principle is "I forgive but never forget".
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    Desires.


    -Earn more money,no more worries over money
    -Find a goal in life that i want to achieve !
    -Family to be blissful
    -To be happy everday!
    -dear to be happy everyday too
    -Find a person who loves me and know me inside out

    I want:
    a new hp
    more nice dresses
    more cute accessories
    Music.



    Sweet Nothings

    Don't be envious and just be contented with what you have! Negative comments are unwelcomed!:D

    Beloved Connections

    my dear
    Family

    Alicia sister
    ZhiMing cousin

    Childhood Friends

    Tracy
    Georgina
    xiting

    Primary School Friends

    Wan Yi
    ShiYing
    Sim Shan JIn
    WeeLeng
    Zhi Hua

    Secondary School Friends

    Hwee Fang
    Gladys
    Hyona,my partner
    Jane chai
    Jocelyn

    SP Friends

    Cheerene
    Eugene
    Eunice
    Faith
    joshua
    Meiyin

    Shermanie
    Yvonne
    Zhiyun
    Zhongjie
    Outside Friends

    Catherine
    Ceci baobei
    Chenlong kor
    Jiahui
    Marcus
    Meldric (swisz)
    Syl
    Peter
    Sherlin
    Vivian jie
    Wei Lun
    WeiSong kor


    Precious Memories

    September 2007
    October 2007
    November 2007
    December 2007
    January 2008
    February 2008
    March 2008
    April 2008
    May 2008
    June 2008
    July 2008
    August 2008
    September 2008
    October 2008
    November 2008
    December 2008
    January 2009
    February 2009
    March 2009
    April 2009
    May 2009
    June 2009
    July 2009
    August 2009

    DISAPPOINTED!

    Tuesday, June 30, 2009

    Haiz, GGT IS NOT EASY OK!
    Furthermore the last question some countries like Korea-Seoul, Phillipines-Manlia, Taiwan-taipei, Teacher also never say tested!
    WHAT THE HELL!
    NO hope for full marks for mcqs le cos some questions I had found out that it is already wrong!
    AND for the maps, I don't know where's Manlia,Mumbai, Nile River and Panama Canal!
    so fours marks gone le!
    Haiz, no hope for ggt le la!
    The most can pass only!

    Tomorrow's accounting paper, I pray that I can be careful and fast !

    WORK HARD FOR MST!

    ENOUGH OF STUDYING!

    Sunday, June 28, 2009

    I don't want study anymore for itb le!
    Staring at the com hurts my eyes!
    I think that's enough for itb le!
    Shall read ggt notes again tonight or something!
    Now i shall go watch the 敗犬女王!
    I intially say stop le right?
    But yesterday i continue watch till episode 16 le!
    Looks like I am tired from studying le!

    DRAMAS, LOVE STORY!

    Friday, June 26, 2009

    After coming back from school, I have been watching the taiwan drama online "敗犬女王".
    I like the show a lot and enjoy it very much.
    I had watched it for 4 hours straight till I was quite lazy to get my dinner.
    So end up, I bought some fishcakes to eat!
    Haha!
    FISHCAKE=yubin
    but i really buy fishcakes to eat la!
    I feel like continuing to watch leh but guess i got to let my lappy rest .
    Probably continuing the show after mst week which is next next week!
    Episode 12 wait for me!

    Advanced mum and first aunt birthday celebration

    Tuesday, June 23, 2009

    Had a wonderful dinner!
    Frogs,curry fish head,pork ribs with butter(yummy),vegetables with egg, another vegetables and noodles!
    IT's ONLY 100 BUCKS!
    Super full!
    Happy advanced birthday mum and first aunt!

    Happy 19th birthday , ceci!

    A day out again

    Monday, June 22, 2009

    Dear always refuse to let me take photo so I always secretly do so but still he managed to dodge the candy shots! So i pleaded him and haha!
    He really look cute and younger in this tees
    Perhaps I should not buy him any more mature clothing and buy him something like that in future!


    As usual, I woke up at 11 plus .
    After lunch at redhill market with my siblings, we headed to vivo.
    We were a bit late, haha so dear and his friends were waiting for us!
    I did not intend to wacth movies today but since dear want to, so we went.
    I randomly picked a movie-"$I love you man",and unluckily, it was rated NC16!
    Sobs!
    EH not that i cannot watch , it was my brother that can't!
    So ya, but dear insist on buying the tickets, claiming that he was old enough (18) to bring a boy in for an NC 16 show!
    LOL!
    I did not believe him!

    We went to DAISO to get some stationerys and then a pair of slippers each for me and sis!
    After thinking for qutie long, dear decided to clarify with the GV staff if my brother can enter!
    So he lied that he did not know that the show was NC16 !
    And OF COURSE, OBVIOUSLY NO!
    The staff went on to tell us what are the movies for 4 plus
    and all of them either one of us had watched it .
    Finally,we manage to change the movie to "State of play"!
    The show was average.
    Yeah

    Guess what I had just put salt on my ulcers!
    It's EXTREMELY PAINFUL!
    No wonder there's this saying" Don't put salt in my wound"

    I am going to sp to get my laptop fixed!
    SOBS!
    NO ONE IS ACCOMPANYING ME!
    The sofwares, I hope they could install for me again,
    if not I WILL BE DEAD!

    FULL!

    Sunday, June 21, 2009

    Was playing with cousin's spec!
    HAHA
    LOOK SO NERD!
    I didn't know that today is Father's day!
    I thought it was the second week of june!

    Studied ggt as usual,
    I was extremely lazy!
    Aunts , uncle and cousins came at 6 plus , then we headed to henderson to have our dinner as a father's day celebration.
    We had crabs, deer meat, long beans with chili, fried tofu, vegetables with abalone and fried chicken!
    YUMMY!

    After the delicious meal, we headed back to redhill market to sit and chat while some have their desserts!
    Mummy, Daddy,aunts and cousins all going on the casino ship tomorrow so this means that I have 100% freedom!
    Haha

    Oh ya , something to comment about organising a event isn't easy at all.
    Shan jin, please cheer up!
    Don't be so angry!
    Your efforts are deeply appreciated!!
    602 class gathering is cancelled!
    Sobs!

    STUDY AND LAPTOP makes me so annoyed

    Saturday, June 20, 2009

    NO MORE TWO WEEKS BREAK FOR HIM!
    Had a heart to heart chat with him
    yesterday!
    DEAR, I apologised sincerely for my atitude!
    I try to change!
    I will not forced you anymore!
    Watch me change!



    The whole day of today, I indulged myself in GEOGRAPHY OF GLOABL TOURISM!
    The lecture notes, I have only covered up till week 5.
    Oh my!
    There's still 50 more pages to go!
    AND I HAVEN"T TOUCH THE TEXTBOOK yet which I need to study 4 countries(JAPAN,CHINA,SINGAPORE AND THAILAND)


    ECONS, ACCOUNTS AND STATS, I am leaving it to the mst week!
    I have already revised through econs and accounts
    and I think I will have sufficent time to rush through each one of them the day before the exam!
    THANKS to the small number of chapters!


    This is another reason why i hate ggt-there so may chapters and informations to remember!
    And what anger me most is that they are testing us only 20 mcqs on the lecture notes.
    BUT IT IS ALSO A GOOD THING TOO ( CAN SCORE BETTER)
    When I look through the past year paper without studying the ggt, I can do 12 questions .
    However that doesn't mean I need not study because I need to get full marks for mcqs badly.
    This means that 131 pages of informations needed to be installed in my brain.
    Nonetheless, I think I can just read through thoroughly without memorising every detail because the options for the mcqs aren't very close!

    As for the maps part, I am looking through them everyday starting from now!
    The last part of the paper(planning itineray based on the question) , I think I just get half of the 20 marks can le!
    Cos I definitely cannot do this part!

    HAIZ
    I reformatted my laptop and all the sp bundle thingy is gone!
    So gotta go back school to ask for help.

    NO APPETITE TODAY AND
    THERE ARE ULCERS IN MY MOUTH!
    SO HURTFUL!

    DAY 1

    Friday, June 19, 2009

    I am not sure if i can hold on.
    It's only day 1 but I already feel like contacting you.
    But I forbid myself to do so.
    I already agree to give you a 2 week break!
    So I am definitely not interfering into your life for these two weeks!
    I think this is also a test on how strong is my love for you and how strong is yours for me!

    I think I am done with econs and accounts, meaning finish going through all the stuffs but i still need more practice!
    I am still very scared for ggt.
    There's so much content for me to remember!
    I need help!
    Uncertainty is killing me!

    NO APPETITE!



    After reading your blog, I don't feel good at all!
    The terror and horror is back.
    Perhaps it's a good idea to give us a break since my exams are nearing and my mood really get affected because of you!
    I am giving it a risk, and I hope i will win this time round!

    Finally, there's no more noise pollution!
    I can study at peace!
    NO MORE distractions, disruptions!

    Might not be blogging for these few days!

    HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, mel!

    Thursday, June 18, 2009

    HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MELVIN LEONG WAI SENG!
    ALL THE BEST FOR "O" levels!
    STAY HAPPY ALWAYS!
    LAST LONG WITH TRACY ANG SHU JUN!


    ok today, I went to THE CATHAY again!
    Did ec project again but around half an hour later, we are done!
    OH MY!
    What a waste of time to meet up but it's ok la!
    I stay on to study!
    Forced EUNICE to stay on to study with me!
    Sis went to WISMA to get her phone back!
    Then she came to find me with ADELINE!
    AND DEAR CAME TOO!
    I was surprised and shocked!
    He came in the shirt I had bought for him for his 18th birthday!
    After completing my econs revison, my brain was dead!
    I have finished econs but not 100% confident so I am going to study again!

    Afterwhich, we went plaza sing, had my dinner at pasta mania
    and home sweet home!

    I just realised only sp have exams after holidays though we have 3 weeks of holidays!
    I wonder is it a pro or con?
    I myself quite like it cos I think I can make use of holidays to study though we can't wnjoy the whole of holidays!

    I hate the NOISE pollution!

    Wednesday, June 17, 2009

    Yesterday I went out with sis and bro
    Dear wanted to treat them to movie!
    So ya, we went to sp first to hand in some documents to student service centre.
    Met adeline at dover mrt station then we head in to sp!
    After handing in, we head to food court 5!
    Bought stuffs at popular and had our meals there!
    As usual, I had my subway meltz!
    After which , we headed to plaza sing to meet dear!
    Bought tickets for DRAG ME TO HELL
    and we went to Raffles City to shop as adeline wanted to buy something!

    The movie wasn't what I wanted to watch!
    Was forced by sis and bro!
    Though i got the gist of the show,
    But I kept use the popcorn to block my view and use dear hand to block my ears and I lie on his shoulders!
    This shows how scared I was and how I dread to watch horror movie!

    After movie, we headed to bugis to have steamboat as Sis and I had a sudden crave for it!
    Met cedric on the way!
    Then we headed home at 9 plus!

    Today, I really had a hard time with my laptop and revision!
    Laptop being it was very lagged!
    Revision being relatives were here and the construction works that cause the NOISE pollution!
    So tomorrow, after the ec discussion at cathay, I am going to do my revision there!

    Finally I studied

    Monday, June 15, 2009

    I have done one test of accountng, two chapters of econs and one chapter of it in business today!
    Phew!
    I still tend to procrastinate when it comes to ggt!
    Maybe i really dislike this module!
    Hmm...
    Got to motivate myself!

    Intend to go out with dear today.
    But we decided not!
    So postpone to tomorrow!
    HaHa
    Happy fifth month anniversary, my dear!
    Love you loads! Dear, hope we can
    have fun tomorrow!Muacks!


    Exhausted

    Saturday, June 13, 2009

    Yesterday, our class went to the zoo with the Hospice patients!
    I had my first time experience pushing the wheelchair!
    The patient i was attached to did not talk to me at all!
    I felt sad because I tried to talk to him and ask what he needs but he ignore me!
    After the Hospice patients left, me, eunice, jeremey and clement went into the zoo again to visit the animals as we did not get to see them earlier on!
    Took many pics!
    They can be found on my facebook and eunice's blog!
    http://www.thosesepiamemory.blogspot.com/
    Lazy to post!
    I am always like that!

    Went to discuss ec project today!

    Time wasted!

    Thursday, June 11, 2009

    Currently at fourth aunt's house!
    I think this week holidays is wasted!
    To console myself: I had finished 5 chapters of it in business !
    Think i will offically start my revision this sunday bah!
    Slack and Relax for now!
    As for now, i was camwhoring with my two cousins just now !
    So pictures!
















    Horoscope

    Wednesday, June 10, 2009

    VIRGO WOMAN> She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with > confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round> forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a> pretentious type and will always say what she thinks. > You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to> look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.> She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily > despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her,> so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.> She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from > her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If> she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she> will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her > discipline.> She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.> She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel> protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete > woman.> She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She> can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing> and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you > could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.> Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in> working full times as a self beautifier.> She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. > Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy> type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she> walks and talks confidently.> She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. > She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can> irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but> she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When > she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an> angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.> Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it > brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long> making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her> man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. > Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.> In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty> woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in > public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play> and music and likes to criticize about them too.> Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting > from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with> her, be as almost perfect as your can.


    A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high > forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a> very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and> very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start > talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special> talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic.> He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call > "Hyperactive".> He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if> he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble on> paper, he never stay still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spent > a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean.> He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love> him.> He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts > he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make> sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He> get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne. He is very picky, so > soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.> If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you> will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is > a duty, or is it because he wants to?> He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up> a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you see> a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other > Zodiac.> He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could> hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and> necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always > find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he> wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. He> can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a > real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller.> He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never satisfy> about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more. > He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate> satisfaction.> Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall in> love with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will come to see you when he > feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust> yourself if you love him.> Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves> you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, he > could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell> you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he> won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will > take you out again and forget what just happened.> You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His changes> will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and > dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his> emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he> crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and > patient.> He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spent> times solving this puzzle.

    I feel that this is almost true!

    Sunshine after rain


    Finally we had trash it out!
    Dear, I try my best to change!
    I apologise!
    Remember your principle"Forgive and Forget"
    LOVE YOU!
    My mood is back!

    Downcast and Disappointed


    My heart sank when I saw your reply.
    I start to reflect on myself?
    Where have I done wrong?
    Not understanding?
    Having too much control over you?
    Is it going to come to an end or it will survive this ordeal?
    I really devoted myself to this.
    I seriously don't want us to drift apart further!
    I longed for the close distance and sweetness!


    Tuesday, June 9, 2009

    I AM EMOING!

    Lazniess is killing me


    Oh my!
    I really can't get myself to do intensive revision.
    Indeed everyday, I will do one chapter on it in business revision by redoing the execerises on excel.
    Then afterwards, I will feel very lazy!
    Whatever that I plan to do for the day, I will keep procrastinating!
    Haiz.
    I think this has got to do with the long period of break after o level!
    Seriously I think school should have started earlier.
    But I shouldn't just blame the cirumstances.
    I can only blame myself for being not self-disciplined enough to complete what I had planned!
    Another day wasted again!
    Haiz!
    How am I going to motivate myself?
    Laziness is seriously killing me!
    And I realise whenever I had my periods, my temper will be very bad!
    I will get irritated easily!
    Oh NO!
    There's so much for me to change!
    I need to be more hardworking, self-discplined, understanding!

    What the meaning of school hoildays?

    Monday, June 8, 2009

    I had finally completed 3 chapters of it in business revision!
    Today I spent more than 5 hours because I had almost forgetten how to use some functions and when to use them!
    Although holidays are here,but somewhat I feel , there are more work to be done than during school term.
    During these three weeks break, I had to do my revision for mst, vexed over how to complete projects efficiently and productively!
    Also I have to try my best to spend some time out with loved ones like Wanyi, Catherine and my dear!
    The thought of ggt really stresses me out!
    I want to do well for my mst!
    All modules!
    I want to prove to myself and others I am not wasting parents' money and my time in sp!

    MICHELLE ANG SU XIAN!
    WORK HARD!

    Mixed feelings

    Sunday, June 7, 2009

    Finally after seven weeks of school, it's holidays!
    However this holidays is definitely not a time for me to have fun like how I had spent it during the period after o level.
    After this 3 weeks of holidays, there are tests-MST WEEK.
    Actually, I feel that once I studied like how I used to have been , there should be no problem at all.
    BUT...
    I really have no idea how to study for my Geography of Global Tourism.
    It's like there's so much information to memorise, it's worse than history or gegography in secondary school.
    Something to feel consoled about is that other modules like econs, accounts,it in business and stats are quite managable for me now, I feel.
    Perhaps the chapters tested are a few and there are very much different from ggt.
    I am very afraid for ggt.
    I went to look at previous year ggt tests.
    Though it is like only 20 mcqs, two maps marking questions, one on world and the other regional and one written question where you have to plan a itinerary for a tour at a given place , I feel stressed over it.
    I feel that I must know all the facts and informations from thetextbook and lecture notes and the maps at my fingertips.
    The thought of this really terrifies me.
    I think I will just have to try my best to absorb these informations.


    About 8 more days, it will be our 5th month anniversary. I cannot believe
    it myself. I always thought that my relationships will never last long but
    finally, I was proven wromg.
    You have always been understanding,doting and loving. Thanks a lots. I love
    you!


    I LOVE YOU

    Wednesday, June 3, 2009

    Happy eighteenth birthday , my dear.